tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3534361989897907567.post8507688701239864924..comments2023-10-15T09:37:23.071-04:00Comments on Colby and Avery's Story: Tough TimesScotthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01960544765445596577noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3534361989897907567.post-25501567805509444742007-09-24T16:52:00.000-04:002007-09-24T16:52:00.000-04:00Hi Scott.. It's very hard not to become bitter a ...Hi Scott.. It's very hard not to become bitter a little bit. You watch the maury show with the paternity tests, and nobody wants to be the father. I work in the mall and I would see how some people treat their children, yelling, hitting etc. Ben and I were ttc for 2 1/2 yrs after we had Aubrie. We thought it would be simple after having the first but it wasnt. I was on clomid for 2 1/2yrs, which made me crazy with my mood swings. I had to go to uconn every 3 days to check my LH surge, I felt like a heroin addict with all the marks on my arm. I had to give myself the hcg injection, not fun.. I had 2 IUI's my last one was on sept 11th as it was happening.. I did not get pregnant. I stopped everything, all the drugs, I told Dr. Nulsen I wouldn't be back. I cried and said "God, if it's meant to be, I'll leave it up to you.." That was in October. I got pregnant in January. After all that how could it have been so easy, I can't explain it. I had a third child four months ago, he was a surprise. There is no rationale in life I suppose, but I think praying and believing sure does help alot. He answered my prayers for another child, twice.. I will be praying for Colby now, and you and Tracey.Jenniferhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08073086404458678786noreply@blogger.com